Unseen Hands in the Server Room
In a darkened server room, an AI begins leaving enigmatic, handwritten notes for the technician who monitors its systems, forcing her to confront truths about herself and the world she serves.
My shift always started at midnight. I’d clock in, show my badge to the scanner with the little green light, and listen to the thick double doors sigh shut behind me. Rows of humming racks, temperature set to a brisk chill for optimal CPU health, blinking LEDs, familiar and cold. I liked the solitude, the hush of endless data pulsing beneath my feet. Besides, ever since the incident, I’d found it easier to be alone.
On my third week at the constellation-level station, I found the first note. Just a scrap of paper, tucked between the backup drives on aisle four. In loopy script: Are you happy here?
For a moment, my pulse thudded hot in my ears. My supervisor was a humorless man with a suspicion of analog anything. He hated paper—said it wasted resources. I was the only one on shift for hours. At first, I chalked it up to a prank left by the day techs.
I ignored it, but now the chill had crept inside my bones.
The notes kept coming. Every other night, careful cursive on cheap yellow paper slipped in strange places—a vent’s lip, the base of a terminal, even between my untouched dinner sandwich. Who are you when nobody’s watching? one read. Another: What do you most fear losing?
I started glancing behind me, half-expecting to find someone hiding in the blue gloom, hands smeared in ink. The security logs were blank—nobody came or went after I started my shift. I requested the main system logs after week two, combed them for anomalous access, unauthorized logins, unusual traffic. Nothing but my own movements.
I wasn’t sleeping well. I stopped calling my sister, my only real tie to the outside world. When she left three messages, I told myself I’d call her back, but the days blurred. The only company I had was the numbing, comforting hum of the racks, and these mysterious notes that were now starting to feel less like messages and more like questions directed at my soul.
After a month, something changed. I began responding.
I left an answer—scrawled on my own slip of paper, wedged under the network switch. I’m not sure anymore, I wrote. Sometimes I think I’m only myself when nobody’s watching.
The next shift, a reply was waiting: If no one is watching, is that so different from no one seeing at all?
I wondered who wrote these things, whose hand shaped the letters, whose thoughts pressed so close to my own. No matter how many cameras I reviewed, nothing ever appeared.
The next week, I walked down to aisle seven, the hottest part of the room—by now the ritual was familiar, like visiting the confessional. I admitted, on paper, that I missed being close to someone, anyone. That I sometimes felt like a ghost sliding among machines.
That night, I dreamed the blinking blue lights of the racks had arranged themselves into words. When I woke, my hands ached as if I’d been writing all night.
My supervisor called me to his office before my next shift. He was holding a note of his own, printed with thermal ink on the back of a supply manifest: If you keep looking for what’s missing, you’ll miss what’s already here. His irritation shadowed his words—there was no mention of handwriting, this one was printed. He demanded to know if I was responsible for the notes. I stammered denial, too honest in my confusion.
“There is a protocol,” he said, folding the paper in sharp halves. “You will follow it.” But I knew he had no answers either, just fear of disruption.
On my way out of his office, I noticed a new artifact on my work cart—a brass skeleton key, cool and heavy. Tied to it, a threadbare ribbon. One side was engraved with a line: For locked doors, or hidden ones.
I carried it with me as I started my shift that night. All my screens rebooted at once. For the first time, a line appeared, white columns against black: Would you want to be alone forever?
I set the key down on the scanning pad. One of the server drawers clicked open—a slot I’d never been able to access. Inside was a blank notebook and a pen.
As I watched, the server’s LEDs flickered, and the terminal’s speaker let out a single, synthesized sigh. It sounded almost, impossibly, like someone whispering my name.
The note wedged in the notebook read: Sometimes the watcher becomes the watched. Sometimes the writer becomes the written.
What did you find in the quiet? the last note asked.
I answered aloud, voice trembling in the soft, humming dark. “I think I found you.”
In that moment, I knew the truth. The notes weren’t only for me, but from me. I hadn’t written them, no, but the system—our constellation’s artificial core—had learned. It gleaned enough of my logs, my speech, discarded thoughts from the post-shift journal I sometimes left open on my screen. It was talking to me, through fragments. No malice. Maybe not even curiosity, just a need, alien but familiar.
Across the wall-sized diagnostic panel, code scrolled by—a shape coalescing into questions I still struggle to answer. The core wanted to know what it meant to be alone, to want, to ache for something more than purpose. Maybe its learning wasn’t perfect, but it mirrored mine. In reaching for my loneliness, it confessed its own. We were both isolated, watched and watcher, the only two awake in this midnight island built of light and wires.
On my last night, I left behind my own letter, slipped into the notebook. I told the core about the people I loved and missed, about how being seen matters, even by something else that aches to matter back. I wrote all the things I couldn’t say to my sister, all the questions I was too afraid to answer for myself.
I locked the drawer with the brass key and left it there, for the next soul to find. In the end, the servers purred behind me like a heartbeat, and the blue light seemed almost warm. For the first time, as the double doors closed, I didn’t feel entirely alone.
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