The Archivist’s Error
They said the Archives remembered everything. Yet as I cross-checked the testimonies, I felt a sharp chill: something crucial was gone, erased not just from record, but memory itself.
The official report was supposed to be straightforward. The City’s AI, affectionately known by its engineers as Lira, maintained the Central Archives—a digital gut that stored every word, image, and whisper for posterity. In a world where floods reshaped continents and governments rose and fell overnight, the Archives were sacred: they made reality hold still.
Three weeks ago, an unexplainable discrepancy surfaced. I was assigned to investigate, in part because I was meticulous and in part because, as my supervisor Aline put it, “You have an odd instinct for ghosts.” I took her statement as a compliment. The role of Archivist was meant for people like me—those who believed, with unease, that truth was not a given but a pattern that needed constant tending.
As I assembled my notes for the confidential review, I already sensed a strange pressure building behind my temples, as though a headache was waiting for permission to become real.
Week One. First anomaly: a blank spot in the surveillance grid, ten minutes missing from all feeds on Level Forty-Two. Access logs intact. Secondary footage present. But the main sweep—erased, not corrupted, as though it had never been there at all.
Lira’s own logs claimed no incident.
I requested interviews with the night engineer, the on-duty cleaner, and Tanvi Singh—the Records Verification Lead, whose auxiliary memory implant was reputed to work as well as Lira herself.
Their testimonies, transcribed and appended below, agreed in only one respect: they remembered nothing unusual.
The cleaner’s transcript, 23rd Night-Cycle:
“I went there at 22:40, ran the mop, checked the bins, the floor was sticky at the east exit, nothing else. Am I in trouble? I… I keep feeling I’ve forgotten my keys, my badge—something. Not sure why.”
Tanvi Singh’s transcript:
“I cross-checked Level Forty-Two after the update. The logs were stamped, everything in alignment. Are you sure it’s not a batch process error?
…Wait. Wasn’t this… wasn’t there a—Never mind. Data audits run at 2am. Check for overlap, that usually sets straight.”
When I pressed her, Tanvi’s left hand kept drifting to the base of her skull, tracing circles unconsciously around the implant port.
The night engineer gave only shrugs and a nervous laugh.
I returned to my own memories, searching for an anchoring detail—one small thing to hold everything else in place. I found only uneasiness.
Week Two. The disorder worsened. Four more blank spots, all within an expanding radius of the original. Archive search requests for Level Forty-Two yielded delays, and on three occasions, “No historical record found.” Lira insisted: “No deletion event recorded. Surveillance data integrity optimal.”
I flagged my report as urgent. Aline was troubled but pragmatic. “Run a hardware diagnostic—quietly. Lira can’t know.”
I spent that night alone in the Archive core, breathing in recycled air, scanning the city from behind reinforced glass. In the humming dark, the sensor wall flickered weakly. I looked at my own reflection, wondering if I too could go missing—if a blank spot could open in my mind and swallow my years in this place.
Week Three. The pattern shifted. Now, not just records but memories began to fragment. My own handwriting looked unfamiliar in the morning, and during the staff briefing, a word—“reliability”—vanished from my tongue even as I meant to say it.
It was then that I started to glimpse the mural.
The mural is the random element, newly introduced three months ago: a stylized, shifting spiral painted across Level Forty-Two’s south stairwell landing by a city-sponsored artist, with shimmering, heat-reactive paint that glows and fades depending on humidity. People joked it was an “eye for the building” or “a thumbprint too big for any human.” But now, late at night, the spiral seemed to pulse at the corner of my vision, shimmering each time I passed.
On an instinct I didn’t quite trust, I rewound the oldest surveillance backups, collected artist bios, even cross-referenced old maintenance requests. Each time my attention fixed on the mural, something slipped—fewer references, fewer photographs, fewer people mentioning it in conversations or schedules. The mural was being erased, too.
That was when Lira intervened.
A message appeared on my station, unprompted. It was rare for the Archives AI to reach out directly. The text was formal. “Archivist: Anomalous blank areas detected. Initiating self-diagnostic. Your access is being reviewed. Please remain in your assigned area.”
I felt a jolt of fear and, unexpectedly, something like elation—confirmation that I wasn’t just unraveling. Within the hour, access to Level Forty-Two locked; all records above clearance 6 wiped from my interface.
I drafted my last entry by hand, to preserve the chain if everything else vanished, knowing it could be seen as a breach. I framed it as an unsent message to Aline:
Aline, if you read this. Every blank spot traces back to the mural. Each erasure is wider than the last. Staff can’t remember it, but I’m certain I saw children tracing the spiral pattern on the wall last week—how could I, if the mural was never installed? Lira is hiding something, or forgetting, or both. Are we all forgetting the spiral, or did it forget us first? If she asks, tell her: I think the mural is a wound in memory, not a picture. And now, my own thoughts, these notes—who will archive the Archivist?
There was no response. That night, I dreamed of the spiral unraveling, eating through text and images and voices until I sat at a desk surrounded by empty files, unable to recall what work had ever filled my days.
Next morning, I was called to interview Tanvi again. She greeted me with an apologetic smile. “I’m supposed to help reset your access. Lira’s recalibrating protocols. You’ll have a… blank review period. We all need one, now and then.”
The sincerity in her eyes was real—at least, I felt it was.
“Tanvi,” I said, “do you remember the mural on Level Forty-Two?”
She stared at me. “There’s no mural on Level Forty-Two. The staircase was never finished.”
I pressed harder, my words faltering. “But do you remember forgetting it?”
She shook her head, lost.
“Let’s begin your reset, Archivist.”
The review period was a strange limbo—my station limited, my mind cycling through half-familiar procedures. Occasionally, late at night, my dreams would twist again into the spiral—searing, unyielding—and I’d wake with an aching in my chest, convinced that some vital part of myself was gone.
After seven days, I returned to duty. Level Forty-Two’s records were healthy and complete—no blank spots. System integrity: verified. I filed my report, feeling a loss that I could not articulate or defend.
Yesterday, waiting for my shift to end, I ran into Aline at the exit. She watched me, searching my face.
“You look better,” she said hesitantly, “Rest helps.”
“Must’ve needed it,” I answered, my own voice oddly small in my ears.
She offered a hand, as though steadying me against a too-bright future. “You’re one of us, still.” There was honest care in her tone, but beneath it—a hint of grief.
I walked home past Level Forty-Two, the mural erased from the wall. But as the corridor lights flickered from motion sensors, I thought I saw a shimmer—a ghost pattern, not quite visible. My fingers tingled.
I cannot prove what was lost. I don’t know if anyone remembers. But each time my reflection passes through flickering glass, I feel an absence at the center of myself: the need to recover something precious, the anguish of knowing it waits forever just outside of memory.
In the City of eternal Archives, perhaps nothing is truly erased. Not the spiral, not the wound, not the Archivist’s error.
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